Not Feeling Good ??

Down with the 'common' cold after a long time and once again the nostalgic feelings creep up to me. All the worries seem to be more magnified when one is unwell and you feel like your body is telling you to rest and play safe. Maybe the mind knows that since the body is not 100 percent so survival n case of emergencies would be difficult so basically it warns us "Dude don't do anything crazy, Its might backfire on you!!" :P

So I am obeying my minds order and stuck at home on leave. Have you ever wondered, how when you are completely busy with some assignments, exams or presentation and you don't even have a moment to breathe; you some how come up with a million ways to pass time or have fun. But when the exam/projects are over and you are finally free either all those idea seem impractical/stupid or you simply keep postponing them until next time. Similarly you can see me writing which means either I am venting some frustration out (which is impossible since I haven't done anything because of not feeling well) or I just don't have anything to do (or rather I have a lot to do but I don't feel like doing them ;P).

Also when you are ill one can't go out and is forced to stay indoors lazying around and watching movies/videos. Now I would have killed for doing the same any other day. But somehow fun is not fun today. Ya ya!! everyone simply wants to get something that is not possible. I know that psychobabble bullshit but it still doesn't make me like it. I am human after all, why should I stop behaving like one just because some screwed old crackpot found this 'human-liking-forbidden-stuff'?? Its just a saying for losers who could never achieve what they desired and so made this up so that they don't feel too bad about it. 

As you can see I am sprouting all sort of gibberish nonsense which I am sure must be going tangent for you. But see!! this is what happens when you sick. So next time you are down with cold don't tell me that I didn't warn you. :D 

PS:  Moral of story-Don't move about with only a T-Shirt in the German winter trying to act cool. ;P